Wednesday, September 30, 2009

wonders

God : Support when it seems everyone else is gone

yes i believe thats true

God : Creator .....

well thats just bullshit

Sunday, September 6, 2009

first place

so I've been thinking and what i think has been the blame for the stuff thats hurts is really peoples choices.

when people need to pick between two things they pick the most important to them.

i'm always second place, though. i'm never the first priority to someone unless their family. it doesn't matter if it bothers me it doesn't matter if it hurts or if i cry it just matters that i get over it because i always get over it. i always say its alright and they act like they forgot what they said just because i don't bother bringing it up again because we don't talk about it because we chose to ignore the topic to hide it forget it and never bring it back up again i don't want to waste my time with someone when i know i have to be fighting to be in first place.