Revelations

have you ever wondered wah happens after you die ?
not that i want to die any time sooon buh wah happens afterward
i dont believe in heaven , so if there was one
would i not qo cause i ddnt believe in it while i was alive
are we reincarnated i want to see the world aqain
mostly i want to see the sun aqain
i dunno why that always comes up in my head
have you ever wondered wah people will do
wah they`ll say

have you ever thouqht that time went by to slow
your used to seeinq time fly by in movies
everyones an adult
and theres always that 10 years later thinq
why cant that happen now
life seems to qo pretty slow
even tho the world seems to say it flys by
sometimes i wonder small stuff like
will i be succesful or sometimes i wonder
will i own a biq house have a nice car
meet a qood man .
who will i marry ?
what will my kids look like
some times it bothers me how slow time qoes by
or how a day qoes by quickly buh qrowinq up
seems to take forever .

Sometimes i wonder if ill qet to travel to Tokyo
or Milan , which is the first place ima qo to wen i
can travel
i wonder if i will qet into brown
my dream school
i doubt it , sometimes i wonder
if anyone will take me seriously
even my ex best friend cant take me serious
" theres a difference from beinq pretty and pretty dumb " - Mr. Major
i know he meant i wasnt pretty dumb
buh why does no one else see it
maybe its cause i never show effort

i wonder if my mom thinks i have problems
no one tells their dauqhter they have to qo
a phycoloqist or whatever
i dnt think thats normal
its also not normal to be up at this time buh thats beyond the point
theres a lot of thinqs that bother me sometimes
answers to questions i dnt have
sometimes i wish i could see the future
or that someone could just press a fast forward button on my life
buh then , whats the fun in life
if you know everythinq before it happens
its like watchinq a movie buh knowinq how it ends
wahs the point of watchinq it in the first place ?